I guess she’s gone. What can I do?
I cannot make you want to be around me.
WE ARE HOME
WE ARE GOING HOME TOMORROW!
Luna has spent 17 days in the NICU, and is finally well enough to go home! Oh joy! We could not be more happy to be out of here. Tonight we get to spend the night with her at the hospital and then tomorrow go home.
Week 2 at the hospital.
Every day I am at the hospital.. I can’t wait to go home with my baby. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. I am worried and stressed everyday. They always tell me it’s almost time to go home but then something always changes. I miss her everytime I’m away. We have been staying at the Ronald Mcdonald house across the street from the hopsital because we live out of town.. I haven’t even been home since before she was born.
She is so beautiful and amazing and makes the silliest faces.
(Panda- stop this and go out into the world. The most amazing things are waiting for you, and you will never know of love and adventure and passion into you go. What holds you back? Why choose to be empty when you can be happy?)